Never Ends??

This is a BEFORE onesis and a TODAY onesis. Funny, the size difference. If you would see the preemie onesis you wouldn't believe that a little body would actually fit in it, it's that narrow and small.

Today we went and had the dreadful physical therapy appt. for Logan. One doc thought he would need it for sitting (cause he's still not sitting by himself). I always assume the worst is going to be the outcome........causssssse it usually is. To my surprise, he doesn't need the therapy and she gave me some exercises to do with him to make his muscle's stronger for sitting! I left there with no other, (well this or not could be wrong and maybe schedule him to see this doctor) frustration that I normally get with him being a preemie. I swear I am going to know every floor and every dept. in Children's by the time he is 5. We had to go past the NICU to our way to the appt. and it leaves a empty feeling in your stomach to see it and watch parents as they go in the doors. I was outside with Olivia (she never forgot the playground they have there) and a mom was talking on her cell phone and saying how the baby wasn't coming home today, that the doc wanted to keep her longer b/c of low heart rates......................Makes me just cringe and want to say, "It will be ok, look at him!"

Tomorrow we are going on vacation again.........to Pa.!!!! I need a break to get my sanity back and Olivia starts cheer leading the end of the month and that is non-stop until school and let's not forget someone has a very important B-day this month............I'm off to my spa vacation for a week........well at least to me it's like a spa, cause I get to chill out!!!!!!!